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Name:
Fareez B. Hisham Misson
DOB:
5th March 1988
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Final Blight Of The Zephon
6:33 PM - Sunday, April 24, 2005
Its Sunday again... Sucky Sunday... Fucked up Sunday... Tomorrow there is skool... Shiiiiiiiiittttt... I'm suffering from gerl-deprivision... Shiiiiiiiiiitttt... It sucks... Damn... I'm writing like a kindergarden kid... Shiiiiiiiiiiitttt... Gotta get over it... Shiiiiiiiiiiittt...
The Light At The End Of The Road
1:30 AM - Friday, April 22, 2005
Its 7.15... I'm fucking sick... I got a shitty fever and I feel like jumping into a pool of ice water... But I'm feeling happy... Cuz I juz met this gerl from www.habbohotel.com.sg and she is like so damn nice... Man she fine aite... I mean she is damn cool man... She ask my number and I seriously thought she was just playin' around and all... BUT SHE ACTUALLY MESSAGED ME... I was like shocked when i got her message yesterday, but I kept my cool... I was aite and all... We chated and had a great time...
Today my Geography Group, who was doing on the topic of Land and Plate Tectonics did a splendid job of presenting our 3-D projects and I think we kinda did ok... YEAH!!!!! P.E. was like hell... Like usual... Used to the torture already... Kinda immuned...
And dat was a presentation of my fucked up everyday life... Hope you enjoyed reading this piece of trash so... Fuck it... I'll write some other time... Mucus from my nose is dripping...
Today my Geography Group, who was doing on the topic of Land and Plate Tectonics did a splendid job of presenting our 3-D projects and I think we kinda did ok... YEAH!!!!! P.E. was like hell... Like usual... Used to the torture already... Kinda immuned...
And dat was a presentation of my fucked up everyday life... Hope you enjoyed reading this piece of trash so... Fuck it... I'll write some other time... Mucus from my nose is dripping...
The Living Dead
1:20 AM - Monday, April 18, 2005
Hahahahahaha!!! Must be shitty dang fucked up to live in this freaking world man... Ok... So how is my life right now really... Hmmmmmmmmmm... Sucky i guess... Seems like I'm Gettin' used to my new skool... Dat be cool and all... But the matter of fact is this ain't gonna be the shit lowdown... I saw this gerl in skool the other day... She be like aite and all... I gotta crush with this gerl from year 2, but she is a far catch man... Anywayz back to "...this gerl in skool...", I mean she aite and everythang... Kinda sweet and kinda ok with them physique if u know wat i mean (;P)... Cuteness struck but I mean I dunno whether I'm ready to strike again... Caught glancing my way a few times... Dat some kinda signal or somethang... Like "Come get some Boi!!!" thang or wat?
Oh man... There is other gerl too I met at them Parent's Nite thingy in skool... She be cool and collective and kinda opened up to laughter... She aite i guess but I ain't know her dat much be... We joked and all and she was fun but... Wat the fuck man... The dilemna is killing me... Why do i desire hurt and pain again... Why!!!??? Darkness consumes...
Oh man... There is other gerl too I met at them Parent's Nite thingy in skool... She be cool and collective and kinda opened up to laughter... She aite i guess but I ain't know her dat much be... We joked and all and she was fun but... Wat the fuck man... The dilemna is killing me... Why do i desire hurt and pain again... Why!!!??? Darkness consumes...
My Last Song For The Departed
10:30 PM - Thursday, April 14, 2005
F.A.U.Z.I.A.H
[Chorus]
Finding love was never an easy thing to do,
Against all odds against it all I finally found you,
Under all circumstances its like a dream come true,
Zooming in on you,
In spite of all the obstacles,
Affronted by the obscenable,
Here I am standing right in front you, just loving you
[Verse 1]
I guess it was kinda fated on how we got aquainted,
Which eventually blossomed into the way that we dated,
I just know from the start, that you was quite different,
But i still took up the challenge to follow wherever you went,
It really is funny how easy we got to know each other,
The wayz we be hitting it off its like we was brother and sister,
But it wasn't gonna stay that way cause i knew and you knew,
We was like souls a mate ain't be breaking me and you,
But then again there be those haters who wanted so much revenge,
They'd do anything to get what they wanted in their hands,
Man its like what I want in life is so near and yet so far,
This feelings that I have for you can never go on par,
I knew deep inside that we was gonna pull through,
You know I would do anything just to protect you,
It be like the bomb if you would just let me make you see,
Just how big my love for you can ever ever be,
I would go to all the lengths in the world if needed,
Just to make sure you be treated and appreciated,
Never will you regret the times we will be spending together,
Cause my affection for you girl its gonna last forever
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
Now I know sometimes it ain't that easy for you trust somebody,
But, don't be treating me like I'm just one of them nobody,
Sometimes it all be hurting me so damn much inside,
Because you ain't letting me be that person who sets things right,
Life is never fair, believe me, I've seen it all,
But when you with me, I can promise that you'll never fall,
You keep telling me that you don't want an ache in your heart,
Hey girl c'mon now I'm always loyal no disregard,
When was the last time I ever played behind your back,
Please can you tell me right now whatever that I lack,
Ain't wanna see you always be the one who's suffering ,
So please give me a chance to be the man who's listening,
It was never my intention to get you in such a fix,
But I needed to know where I stand or I'd be waiting for weeks,
Just picturing you in my mind every night every time,
I go crazy for you baby its feeling like a crime,
Wishing so much for this charade to go and leave me be,
No matter what it keeps coming back and tormenting me,
I hope all this would end and we could be together again,
But this time its two lovers instead of just being friends,
[Chorus]
[Chorus]
Finding love was never an easy thing to do,
Against all odds against it all I finally found you,
Under all circumstances its like a dream come true,
Zooming in on you,
In spite of all the obstacles,
Affronted by the obscenable,
Here I am standing right in front you, just loving you
[Verse 1]
I guess it was kinda fated on how we got aquainted,
Which eventually blossomed into the way that we dated,
I just know from the start, that you was quite different,
But i still took up the challenge to follow wherever you went,
It really is funny how easy we got to know each other,
The wayz we be hitting it off its like we was brother and sister,
But it wasn't gonna stay that way cause i knew and you knew,
We was like souls a mate ain't be breaking me and you,
But then again there be those haters who wanted so much revenge,
They'd do anything to get what they wanted in their hands,
Man its like what I want in life is so near and yet so far,
This feelings that I have for you can never go on par,
I knew deep inside that we was gonna pull through,
You know I would do anything just to protect you,
It be like the bomb if you would just let me make you see,
Just how big my love for you can ever ever be,
I would go to all the lengths in the world if needed,
Just to make sure you be treated and appreciated,
Never will you regret the times we will be spending together,
Cause my affection for you girl its gonna last forever
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
Now I know sometimes it ain't that easy for you trust somebody,
But, don't be treating me like I'm just one of them nobody,
Sometimes it all be hurting me so damn much inside,
Because you ain't letting me be that person who sets things right,
Life is never fair, believe me, I've seen it all,
But when you with me, I can promise that you'll never fall,
You keep telling me that you don't want an ache in your heart,
Hey girl c'mon now I'm always loyal no disregard,
When was the last time I ever played behind your back,
Please can you tell me right now whatever that I lack,
Ain't wanna see you always be the one who's suffering ,
So please give me a chance to be the man who's listening,
It was never my intention to get you in such a fix,
But I needed to know where I stand or I'd be waiting for weeks,
Just picturing you in my mind every night every time,
I go crazy for you baby its feeling like a crime,
Wishing so much for this charade to go and leave me be,
No matter what it keeps coming back and tormenting me,
I hope all this would end and we could be together again,
But this time its two lovers instead of just being friends,
[Chorus]
Entry Of The Damned
10:04 PM
First time I'm in this dang thang... Gotta be outta my wits for me to be doing this... Kinda bored though, even though i got h/w to do... Juz got outta Secondary skool life and now I'm in Millenia Institution to pursue my 'A' Levels... Which is kinda unexpected considering the fact dat I've been scouring for courses in Polytechnic...
I've decided to end my connection with the gerl that I've been with for 2 years... Man... It's hard... Dunno wat I'd do now... She was like the Epitome of my love life... But she be bitching me man... What up with dat! I gave her my all and she treat me in the low key man... I can't dig dat... I know she got probs and all.. Who doesn't... I try to help her.. she ain't wantin' none... Be dat way then... Wat did I do wrong? Gave her everything she needs and everything she loves... Sacrifice my free time for her, juz to be with her yet she be hitting me off the way dat be... Kinda fucked up man...
But hell... I gotta a nu life now... In a nu skool and with nu buddies... Gerls in the Institution, man they be the bomb! But abstinence is the best policy be dat for now ya dig? Being back in skool is like SHHIII IIITTTTANG!!!! But what the fuck... Lets all cheer!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
I've decided to end my connection with the gerl that I've been with for 2 years... Man... It's hard... Dunno wat I'd do now... She was like the Epitome of my love life... But she be bitching me man... What up with dat! I gave her my all and she treat me in the low key man... I can't dig dat... I know she got probs and all.. Who doesn't... I try to help her.. she ain't wantin' none... Be dat way then... Wat did I do wrong? Gave her everything she needs and everything she loves... Sacrifice my free time for her, juz to be with her yet she be hitting me off the way dat be... Kinda fucked up man...
But hell... I gotta a nu life now... In a nu skool and with nu buddies... Gerls in the Institution, man they be the bomb! But abstinence is the best policy be dat for now ya dig? Being back in skool is like SHHIII IIITTTTANG!!!! But what the fuck... Lets all cheer!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
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